Where do we start?

How does therapy… start?

Some people come to therapy fully ready to spill: they’re like a pot of water ready to boil over. Those first two or three sessions are just full of words and feelings and sometimes tears. That’s been my personal therapy experience and it’s one I really understand: talk until you can’t talk anymore and then we can figure out where to go next.

But not everyone is like me (thank God). Some people enter therapy reluctantly or cautiously; they are not in fact ready to spill their guts to a stranger. It’s not that they don’t know why they came, it’s more that they don’t know how or where to begin. Or they start and then get stuck. Or—and this one is the toughest for me as a clinician—they want an immediate answer.

There’s good news and there’s bad news, here. The bad news is, I do not possess a magic wand. I can’t make sisters or lovers or children behave better; I can’t bring back a loved one from the dead; I can’t give you a secret code that will make your anxiety disappear into thin air. But—and here’s the good news I promised!—there are going to be answers. We can find them together, by sifting through the past and the present. We can find a way to set boundaries with the misbehaving family members; memorialize the dead loved one; understand and quell the anxious thoughts that plague you. In short, we can start wherever you are that particular day, that particular moment, and see where we end up. We just have to start.